This is a tough time. We all get stressed up by stuffs that meant so much to us yet doesn't work out smoothly. I mean seriously. Especially those who meant significantly to you yet disappoints. Being in such a position, I can finally comment that I understood how my friends felt, making note to my closest.
When people gets close to us, we all unknowingly places hopes and wishes for them. In hoping that they would not disappoint us on the fact that we creditted them so much. Yet, people somehow don't understand the rationale of doing so, particularly; the ones who had hopes placed on them. It's more than often, rather a load of burden that one has to shoulder. What can I say? I've been in those two positions before but somehow, couldn't make sense of it.