I'm truly glad we spent the whole day 'arguing' about all those stuffs, talking about anything under the sun and discussing our futures. Can I say that I'm sure that he has me in his future? He is in mine too. I was rather afraid of committing to anything, but he changed me. The burden, that befall on my shoulders when the results came out has finally been lifted. He changed the way of how I should have seen the world. That it wasn't much of my fault, to alleviate the guilt I suffered. It's a chain that has been tying me down since then, draining me mentally. Now I am free from this bondage of nothingness, from the invisible mountain piled up with imaginary problems, intertwined with panic and anxiousness. I thought falling into a deep hole would be inevitable but somehow, he showed me something. Finally, he lifted me up, bringing light into my tunnel. Thanks love. Chelle and ahxian helped me loads too, too great, for me to even think up of a proper way of gratitude. Hence, I would sincerely give them my words that, doing well and giving my best effort would be priority. Everyone, let's live this one life, to the fullest, with no regrets left unturned because we only got this one shot in life. [PSYCHOLOGY/ECONOMICS/BIOLOGY/INVESTMENT, HERE I COMEEEEE! ;D]